The Empty Space In My Head

So what? Stuff happens in life and...who cares if you're ready, right? You just do it!

29 October 2006

Non Sequitir

It doesn't make sense being perfectly happy with the wrong person and be miserable with the right one.

Already he was rehearsing his exit lines.

"I'm not what you need, you deserve better "

It made him feel lightheaded, precariously balanced. As if he were standing on a cliff edge above a rock filled gorge and it would be dangerous for him to look down. Still, he can't resist to take a peek.

Sometimes, one has the ability to make dreams come true. It doesn't happen too often, but when one can, might as well should right? Should. Although sometimes, one opts not to.

He was her dream. She might never admit it but he knew it. And it breaks his heart knowing that a dream is all he could be for her.

Once in a while you have to throw the rules out of the window and trust that everything's gonna be OK. And you either take a step forward. Or turn around and walk away.

So, with his head down, eyes closed, in the perfect irony of misery and peace, he goes to do the most cruel thing imaginable. He breaks her still broken heart into smaller pieces.