The Empty Space In My Head

So what? Stuff happens in life and...who cares if you're ready, right? You just do it!

24 July 2005

To Whom It May Confuse;

Doubtful sincerity and a shortlived forever.....

WHAT THE HELL HAPPENED???

Thanks anyway...

It's just a sick cycle carousel

And it's easy not to look it when you're trying the damndest not to feel it.

Thanks anyway....

It was a steady numb ride

And I feel nothing, which is ideal.

Thanks anyway...

For now.

I could die right now and it wouldn't even make a difference. You wouldn't even know. And even if you do find out, I'm sure you wouldn't even care. Yes, you would stop and think of me for a moment. But that moment won't be long. Because moments never last. But I'm glad for that moment. Thank you. I could ask for one more but I won't. Because it would just be harder for me to let go when the time comes to say goodbye. Yet again.

22 July 2005

Parted

You didn't let me explain why I didn't miss you. See, in my mind, you never really left. I just close my eyes, and you're there.....

Giorno Piovoso

Voice weak, she told him she was tired. Her eyes reflected the overwhelming amount of agony she's had to endure. Her chest felt like it was about to explode. She gasped desperately for air as she held on to him tighter. For a moment there, she thought he had gone. But it was just her overworked imagination playing tricks on her.

She recalled the shortlived bliss she found in his solace. The few moments of togetherness she had with him. And then she would be reminded why she loved him. He was the perfect living embodiment of what every lost soul like her searched for. She found in him a small measure of peace few ever find.

She had to let go. She was tired. She was disappearing. There's less and less of her and pretty soon, there's not gonna be anything left.

Droplets of tears mixed with the rain rolled down the side of his face as the fell one by one onto the ground. He doesn't have a heart anymore. He too, lost his life.