So Much

"Sometimes you wake up. Sometimes the fall kills you. And sometimes, when you fall, you fly."
- Dream, Neil Gaiman's The Sandman

He's always given up things he so wants for your happiness. Then again, it's not as if they were ever his. How do you give up things that are never yours anyway? And he doesn't even think they wanted him. More often than not, they never do. So go ahead, have your fill.

Until her.

You're the one who said that this is his life and he is allowed to be a little bit selfish sometimes. So, do you love her? He's not exactly sure if he loves her but he's definitely into her. Because he thinks he could, love her. he thinks he does.

He's been looking all his life and she is the best thing that he has found by far. And maybe if he actually did care, he actually took a chance, something good might happen. And for once in his life he might not walk away. He might even want to say, "This is mine. I did this." After all, despite the evident impossibility, he still wants to believe that maybe, just maybe the gods of fate could tweak his destiny.

He cannot take this away from you. He is not asking you to give it to him either. You cannot make it happen for neither of you. You just have to let it on its own.